Recently I experienced the
“Elijah Syndrome,” falling from a spiritual high to an all time spiritual low –
almost instantly. I remembered that it was Malaysia Day n I delivered a good
message in church; there were those who braved the heavy rain to come to church
bcoz I was speaking, there were many “thumb-ups” n hand-shakes. I was on a
(spiritual) mountain top, feeling real good that the message was strong n
challenging (Christian) Malaysians to stay put in this nation to steer the
destiny of our land. So (spiritually) high was I that even after the evening
rally, I cld not sleep n began chatting online. That was when a friend told me
she’s planning to go overseas the following month to look for a job. What?!
That was my immediate reaction. Although I m not particularly close to this
person, the significance of the matter knocked me down from my spiritual high
to an all time spiritual low. I was not so much angry at her; rather at myself
for taking this so seriously n personally. I suppose it was the timing that was
just “too fantastic.” For about 3 days n 3 nights I was at the spiritual low n
suddenly just snapped out of it, almost as instant as when I fell. Following that
was this devotion I subscribed to that has often spoken to me strongly. Again
this piece came so timely:
Sometimes we are on top of the world, higher than the highest mountain.
But other times, we fall flat on our faces. For every mountain, there is a
valley. But these ups and downs are what gives meaning to our lives.
We are here to learn and to grow. What would we learn in a predictable world? Why would we grow if everything came easy? Next time you find yourself feeling small or dark, look at the moon in the sky. Remember: In the times that it is smallest, it is reborn. The darkest parts of the cycle lead to the times of fullness and light.
We are here to learn and to grow. What would we learn in a predictable world? Why would we grow if everything came easy? Next time you find yourself feeling small or dark, look at the moon in the sky. Remember: In the times that it is smallest, it is reborn. The darkest parts of the cycle lead to the times of fullness and light.
Holy Land Moments Daily Devotional [Devotional@HolyLandMoments.org]
I felt the Lord speaking to
me n comforting me in those words. Even more so was the Bible passage I read
following that which was exhorting patience.
That was the “highlight” in
September n now I m in Ipoh for a week-long class in OT Survey. Last Sunday was
the OA church anniversary n it was fun to join them in their celebrations.
Confirmation candidates totaled 34 n this is “abnormally” fantastic! Thought I
missed the luncheon of asli food but it turned out that there were several late
arrivals n we had dinner instead. It was prepared single-handedly by a church
member who was a former SB police personnel. He is such a great cook – cooked
rebung (bamboo shoots) in 2 different ways n an array of asli delicacies. It
was simply delicious.
Looking forward to my next
trip to the jungles: end of Oct with AIMC team to UK (Ulu Kampar); day trips at
the end of Nov with Christ Church Penang; early Dec with GBC CG; n probably
another trip following that to a new outreach post.
The SAM-STM partnership has
been formalized; now I’m pursuing a networking with STS in Sabah. I hv a
meeting with its rep in Nov n perhaps also plan a visit to STS to explore their
campus facility n further liaison efforts.
By next month, Nov, our
classes wld hv concluded for this academic year. Kindly pray with us n for us
as we wrap up the academic year of 2012 n prepare for academic year 2013.
BJAC is partnering some
churches in the SOS (Sahabt Orang Sakit) Ministry. Launched on Sat 22Sept, this
ministry is anchored by New Destiny Fellowship International, an AOG Church in
Singapore in partnership with a network of several local churches – AIMC, FGAC
Bahasa, n BJAC. This ministry is focused on ministering to the Indonesians in
Penang seeking medical attention. The services r on Sat 2-4pm n it is actually
healing services for the sick. Though conducted wholly in Bahasa Indonesia, it
contains live testimonies which r very encouraging. Come visit us sometime.
A BIG thank you to Chew GH
for proof-reading my dissertation now...