Thursday, January 22, 2009

Ministry Update 2 for Jan 09

The year started in an adventurous manner for me. I went to Sidikalang, about 6 hours away from Medan to attend a Batak wedding. I arrived in Medan and joined the rest of the team, squeezing into a single vehicle. Imagine a Toyata Unser which is Kijang, in Indonesia, capable of transporting 7 passengers. There were 9 of us in our journey to Sidikalang and 10 of us in our journey from Sidikalang. But it was fun throughout the journey. I had very fun travel companions. Besides Lita, I was the only other Malaysia and there were 2 ang mo kao from USA. The rest were locals who proudly showed us their scenic country. We stopped at Parapat, a highland tourist spot with a spectacular waterfall next to the beautiful Lake Toba. Then we had a Batak lunch in Berastagi. It was 9 hours after leaving Medan before we reach Sidikalang. Even after the stop at a strawberry farm and plucking strawberries from the trees and sinking our teeth into those juicy, red fruits. A few of us decided to go sight-seeing early the next morning. (Lita was the bridesmaid who had to go to the salon at 4am in the morning with the bride). There was a hill park in this small village that housed sections of religious history. There were a section depicting the history of Buddha, Hindu, Islam, and Christianity. We explored the Christian section. It was truly amazing. There were huge statues erected to depict Biblical events, starting from Abraham sacrificing Isaac, and ends with the resurrection. At each station, there were plagues to describe the events of the Bible that was displayed. The nativity scene was simply spectacular. The crucifixion was awesome. There were prayer huts erected at certain stations also.

I had the intention of taking many, many pictures of our friends’ wedding. But I ended up taking more scenic pictures instead! The Batak wedding was quite an experience. I enjoyed it. It was held in a Lutheran Haka Bepe Church and we proceeded to another church where the kenduri was held at the community hall. It was loud with blasting music and lively rituals.

We started our journey from Sidikalang, back to Medan in the afternoon after the lunch kenduri. Again we stopped at Berastagi for dinner. It was a fantastic place, similar to our Cameron Highlands. It was about 11pm before we reach Medan and we just dropped dead on our beds. The next morning, we explored Medan and I was able to source 2 books for my class. Later in the afternoon, we visited a friend in Sukaramai, about 45 minutes from Medan town center. Again, we were served with local Batak dishes for dinner. The next morning I took a cab to the airport to return home and that was when I encountered an accident. The cab driver applied an emergency brake to prevent hitting 2 motorcyclists in front of him at a red light and another motorcyclist came to hit him at the back. It was pretty scary because a fierce looking man came from nowhere and started screaming and scolding the cab driver as if he was ready punch him in the face. But thank God, the fury subsided when the traffic lights turned green and the cars starting moving.

Just a few short days to catch my breath and I hopped on the flight again to Tawau. Arriving late, about 8.30pm, the student greeting me at the airport with her husband and child, drove me straight into the jungle. But I had a fantastic dinner with a simple yet delicious prawns dish and pork soup. The Sunday morning service was at the Kiulu Baru Baptist Church, located in the heart of palm oil estates, in the midst of what seemed like some jungle. I got a taste of rural ministry. I joined the team for a typical Sunday. Early morning was service in the church followed by brunch prepared by church members. Now, this time it was Dusun dishes. Simple jungle food. Then later in the afternoon there was another service held at one of the members’ house. (They rotate the location among the church members). It was at another palm oil estate. The team arrived in 3 cars (2 pick-up trucks and one kancil) and we walked 20 minutes into the thick jungle, no I’m just exaggerating…it was just palm oil trees left and right.

It was an exciting class that I taught. I taught Cultural Anthropology and the class was represented by various people groups, some of which I’ve never heard of before. There were the Murut-Serudung, Murut-Kalabakan, Dusun, Orang Sungai, Iban, Filipin, Toraja, Rungus, and Tombunuo. And of course several in-betweens. They eagerly shared their traditional cultures and worldview. There was a story someone told the class of an isolated people group. They were so isolated that during war times, food was hardly available. So, what these people did was at each morning after they passed motion, they brought their excrement to the river to wash it. Whatever solid that was left were eaten. Another story was a testimony from one of the students. He went to visit another people group and was served dinner. How was the dinner prepared? A deer was caught and it was cut opened. The inside, stomach and all were thrown into a pot of boiling water (without being cleaned first) and it was served! This student testified that he almost vomited eating that and when someone accidentally tore the stomach, the soup was smeared with the stomach content and they still had to eat it. There was also the story of how the ancestors of a student from the Philippines who were brave warriors and during war times with their enemy, they would slaughter their enemy, cut off their ear, and ate it raw. It was pretty scary being in a class who are descendants of such fierce cannibalistic people. One proudly shared that his people group defended the town of Pitas from the invading Japanese army during WWII. In fact, Pitas was the only town in Sabah that the Japanese could not enter because the inhabitants not only killed the Japanese soldiers but they slaughter them, cutting of their heads but left one survivor to bring the story back, also to bring more Japanese soldier so that they have more people to slaughter. Then there was the worldview of the Dusun people who believed that men came from the spirits of Mount Kinabalu and when he dies, his spirit returns to Mount Kinabalu. But one young chap says that Mount Kinabalu has shrunk in its height these days. Reason being that more Dusun have become Christians and when they die, they go to heaven and not back to Mount Kinabalu

I hope the students learnt something from me. But I certainly learnt a lot from them. They treated me very kindly and were often afraid that I might go hungry. So, they were feeding me endlessly. We had a barbeque in the middle of the week. It looks like it might become a tradition here during my visits. There was another home service held on Thursday night. Similar to our CG. It was then that I bite into a delicious kampong biscuit and my tooth filling cracked. I could feel the sharp pain but it was brief. The next morning after breakfast, the whole filling came off Aise…visited the dentist again

I had a fun and exciting time in Tawau, or rather Kiulu Baru. I only went to Tawau on Friday afternoon after class. I was accommodated at the guest quarters of Tawau Baptist Church and wanted so much to spend some time for a lazy afternoon nap. After all, the cock crows at 5am in the kampong and refused to stop until I got up from bed. I really wanted to slaughter that particular rooster. It always crow below the window in my room and refused to stop crowing until I got up from bed! Anyway, I could not take a restful nap that Friday afternoon. SMS came, followed by a phone call, followed by a knock on the door…and there goes my plan to snore the day away. We went to town for dinner. It was pretty late but after dinner, we went window shopping, just jalan-jalan in the newly opened Eastern Plaza. Well, I heard that when Giant first opened its doors in late October last year, the whole town of Tawau flocked to the hypermarket and traffic jams lasted the whole week

I came back to Penang, dreadfully. The past two weeks were filled with adventure and coming back to the routine was a bore. But I sat for my entrance exam into the PhD (Missiology) program and I passed! It is especially significant for me because I have never been a good student in school. To have come thus far is a testimony of God’s grace and God’s goodness. It will be the last (official) exam that I have to take for the rest of my (formal) education life! Throughout my first year will be guided study, the next year is preparing the research prospectus, and the final year is writing the dissertation. Hopefully I complete it on schedule.

This Saturday I will be preaching at BJAC and CNY will arrive. There will be ang pao collecting sessions and hopefully some lazing around, some eating, and some (unofficial) working. I will be assisting FGAC BM church to teach their pastoral team. It will be something like one morning in each month. But it still needs preparations. It will be challenging to teach in a different context and I am very looking forward to it. There is another preaching engagement on 8th Feb at JCMC and I may just stay away from going to town that weekend, which is the Thaipusam weekend.

Finally, a very King Xi Fa Chai to all of you and thank you for your partnership in ministry.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Ministry Update: January 2009

A very blessed new year to all of you, partners in ministry. 2008 came and went so swiftly. I do not know how the year had been for you, but for me it was a (spiritually) turbulent season. I felt pushed so far to the edge of giving up in ministry and even active Christian living. It seemed tempting to just lead a normal nominal Christian life and indulge in worldliness just like everyone else. After all, what is the difference between secular work and the Christian vocation? I have discovered that there is none.

December was a lazy month. Festivities and holidays filled the air. It was difficult having to discipline myself to focus on preparing my entrance exam which I plan to sit on the 3rd week of this month. Besides the festivities, were a special wedding between Nix and ST. Attending the auspicious occasion, I met friends from Christ Church. Some of whom I have not seen since the day I left the pastoral ministry in Christ Church. I had so much fun at the “helium-gas inhaling” session. And wow! All the “kids” I knew from youth ministry – they are all grown up! Some tried standing close to me just to prove they have grown! There’s one of them who still remembers well that the phrase “Good things come in small packages” is found in Psalm 151! (I taught them that) Ha…those were the days. When I came home, I had a strange feeling. Never thought I’ll ever experience it but it felt like I missed pastoral ministry. I missed the “closeness” of fellowship with church members and ministering in a wider (church) context. And especially so during festive occasions when pastors “usually” need to play an active role. After about 4 years break from this ministry, it is strange. Perhaps it has been the way the Lord had been dealing with me these past couple of years. And I can boldly claim that I am a more mature Christian today than I was at the beginning of last year.

Before new year’s eve I was invited to visit a friend, someone who used to be a member of the Young Adult’s Ministry in Christ Church. She tried to surprise me but her constant invites (through sms) to visit her at home raised some suspicion and I rightly guessed it that she wanted me to see her 3 month old baby. Though the visit was brief, it was a great time to catch up on each other and to encourage each other as we share stories of how God had been faithful to us.

I know I should be actively serving in a local church and I want to be able to actively serve in my home church. However, the nature of my ministry just cannot afford that. I cannot commit a regular attendance and I have to be available to go here and there. Although this is my “wish” – to be serving the local church (while ministering to the universal church), I realized that as I looked back at 2008, hey, I’ve been doing that. It just did not fit my perspective of serving the local church but I’ve been ministering through the teaching and preaching ministry. And that is my gift and I was using it to worship God through the local church. I saw myself ministering in churches of various denominations in the urban and rural contexts, in the English and BM congregations.

I also realized I have become more “relational.” I mean, I was a person who was so task-oriented and result-oriented that I often disregard the people in between while focusing on accomplishing a quality result as a worship to a great God. So, why on earth did I ever take the trouble to plan a trip, all the way to Medan, just to attend a friend’s wedding? I could have save the trouble and the money to buy myself a new laptop computer. I remember that when I was working in the corporate sector, one colleague said to me that it is very “profitable” to invite SB Tan to weddings and dinners because she will just give an ang pao and never showed up. She was right. I never liked mingling with people and be in a crowd. I always felt I am able to do anything on my own and I do not need anyone at all. So, why bother to “waste” time in chatting with people when there could be a thousand other things to be done, when I could research all that I needed to know from books and magazines. I would not even bother to cross the bridge to attend a dinner but today I am a person who is taking the initiative to travel to another country solely for the purpose of attending a friend’s wedding. What a change the Lord had done in me! I have even taken the initiative to sms greetings to almost everyone in my phone book. I email little messages of encouragement to friends and partners in ministry in other parts of the world. And I can even just take time off to just sit and chat with friends for no apparent purpose. Even offering to pay the bill for lunch without thinking about exceeding my monthly budget, or treating a whole class to a bbq. Or, loaning money to a friend who needed an advance for his home rental deposit. Also, giving little gifts along the way. This is really not me and I am not sure what I have become. But that is not important. Because all I want is to be molded in the hands of my skillful Master and simply surrender to Him and allowing Him to mold a character in me that is worthy for the task He ordained for me.

I’m traveling to Medan tomorrow by Firefly and joining Lita and friends in a 5-hour drive to Sidikalang to attend a wedding. I was told Sidikalang is a small town and it’s pretty cold there. We will spend the weekend there before the wedding on Monday, conducted in traditional Batak customs. We travel back to Medan on Tuesday and I will travel back to Penang on Wednesday. I only have 2 days in the week before packing again to Tawau, Sabah for a week long of classes teaching Cultural Anthropology in BM. Well, Anthropology is a special subject. I mean, I am a major in Anthropology and Sociology in my first degree. But I failed to fully comprehend what Anthropology really is until a couple of years back! Returning from Sabah, I have my only full week at work and in Penang, 3rd week of the month, which is when I hope to be ready enough to sit for my entrance exam (please, please pray for me – it will be the last exam I will be sitting for (hopefully) in my formal educational life. The PhD program is fully research-based and the final grading is an oral defense). I think I have a preaching engagement the weekend before CNY which will come at the last week of January and I’ll be traveling to PJ on the second day of CNY. Hopefully I get to meet some old friends around KL/PJ.

In case I can’t find the opportunity to write you again, a very Kong Xi Fa Cai to everyone and once again my signature log off line: Thank you for your partnership in ministry.

PHP 1:3 I thank my God every time I remember you. 4 In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy 5 because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, 6 being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.