Friday, December 31, 2010

Ministry Update: Reflecting 2010

The days between Christmas and New Year are often lazy days. Many opt to take leave and go for a holiday. Others go to work without actually being present at work. The anticipation for a new year and the wrapping of the old is an annual affair we encounter yet we always fall into the trap to laze through the week.

Along the lazy days the Lord brought me to reflect upon the year that was and appreciate the many blessings, both seen and unseen. As I pen the final update for the year, allow me to share and thank each one of you for being my friend, my partner, and fellow traveler along this spiritual pilgrimage we share.

It was a year of adaptation for me, leaving an education based institution to begin the new phase of ministry. The Lord gave me a vision and a passion to pursue a ministry of vast potential and I still am overwhelmed by its potentials and prospects. But this only serves to remind me of how inadequate I am apart from God. Entering into the so-called full-time Christian vocation is a complete surrender to the will of God and the anthem is, it’s all about You, Jesus; not about me.

It is a tremendous joy to serve across denominations; meeting and partnering with fellow brothers and sisters from various denominations and church backgrounds. This is the uniqueness of my calling and my pledge of loyalty to the church of Jesus Christ, not to any specific denomination. Denominations, by the way, only serve to divide.

As I reflect upon the past year, I saw the ups and downs, the laughter and the tears, the joy and the sorrow. Yet in all these, I give thanks to a mighty God who works all things for the good of those whom He loves. Allow me to express my gratitude for your partnership and fellowship. Allow me to share with you and return you the blessings you extend to me. Allow me to thank the groups you represent for walking with me through the year, to individuals that have taught me, inspire me, and encourage me.

Living as redeemed sinners we can never achieve perfection at this end of heaven but your partnerships have enriched my spiritual journey in so many ways. To FGA BM, JCMC Youth/Young Adults, FLC that I am regularly in touch and work with – thank you. To individuals that colored my spiritual journey through 2010: from MBTS, PCC, Wesley Methodist Penang, Wesley Methodist Taiping, AOG Ipoh, CGMC, HMB Sabah, HMB Sarawak, FGA Penang, JCMC, FLC, EPCC, GBC, and countless others – thank you.

To my home cell in GBC: you are the only familiar refuge when I needed to return home. I have not been attending GBC Sunday services even at times when my Sunday mornings are available because GBC has grown very distant. Each time I visited, there seemed to be more unfamiliar faces drowning the familiarity I was expecting. It dawned on me that GBC is no longer “home.”

To my partners in the BM ministry, especially the FGA BM pastoral team: you guys are the best. I feel so inadequate each time I stand before you to “teach” knowing that I face an audience who have years of field experience that I ought to learn from. Thank you for accepting me as an “unofficial” team-mate and sharing the retreat, the training, the makan. I greatly appreciate and am honored to learn the ropes of practical ministry together with you guys, something that is not taught in the Seminary. It truly enable me to better formulate a curriculum that is relevant and appropriate for the Bible School ministry I am leading. You are a team that expresses joy in ministry and your partnership birth a deeper love for the BM work in this nation.

To my partners in JCMC: hey, you guys remind me of my previous youth pastorate. The struggle to balance between pleasing the conservative leadership and pursuing a passion for God is nothing new; a little nostalgic to me. Thank you for your friendship and fellowship, not forgetting the fun and makan.

To my almost forgotten family in FLC: though I do not visit often, the times that I do is like returning home to familiar surroundings. The small-knitted-ness among you is so unique and it easily makes one feel at home. Thank you for launching me into active ministry decades ago.

To friends and partners in ministry: in Penang, Taiping, Ipoh, JB, Klang Valley, Sabah, Sarawak, and friends who have migrated to Australia, UK, US; friends I met in Malaysia but from/serving in various countries around the globe – the honor of having known you colored this year brightly and I pray for the coming year that we continue to enrich each other spiritually as we journey together.

As I prepare my first message for 2011, I am reminded of the need to challenge ourselves to expect discipline from God – a discipline that will move us out from our comfort zones, to prevent complacency, and to be always be on our toes. To all my partners in ministry, I thank you and pray that we will continue our partnership into another challenging year tomorrow, anticipating God to work in us and through us to influence a nation that desperately needs to know and experience a loving God.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Ministry Update 2: December 2010

Cameron Highlands: sitting on the border of two states in Peninsular Malaysia, Perak and Pahang; and home to numerous indigenous tribal people. Recently I was asked how many tribes were there among the indigenous community in Peninsular Malaysia. It was then that I realized I have “lost touch” with my research project; that I’ve left the initial research to sit in my hard disk and focus on the task at hand – interviewing respondents. So my friend, below is the chart categorizing the indigenous community:

Negrito:Kintaq,Lanok,Kensiu,Jahai,Mendriq,Bateq

Senoi:Temiar,Semai,Mah Meri,Che Wong,Ja Hut,Semoq Beri

Malayu Asli:Orang Selatar,Jakum,Orang Kuala,Orang Kanaq,Temuan,Semelai

Most of these people dwell in the interior; mainly in the central region of the Peninsular. Some of you may notice that this is my second update for this month. The earlier update was not sent to everyone in my usual mailing list. Anyway, it’s already December. We have arrived at the close of the year. I had a great and wonderful trip to Ipoh recently, visiting the OA community at both sides of the Camerons hill. I joined R & R’s church team to a Semai village near Tapah and later visited my Semai colleagues at Gopeng. I also had the opportunity to visit Kampar, the Methodist Senoi Workers’ Training Center and tasted the popular curry chicken bread. It was a fantastic trip and there’s much that I learnt and experienced.
First encounter was the team from an Ipoh church…a Cantonese church. But I discovered soon enough that despite the initial language barrier, hokkien is pretty widely known in Ipoh too. However, I was still pretty lost in a Cantonese worship service. It was a “relief” when I hop to a BM church following that. Is always good to be among something you are familiar with after being “lost in (language) transit.”

On the morning before I returned to Penang, I had breakfast in the hawkers’ center in Gopeng market. Yes, R & R…I just discovered this from the locals. There’s a special noodles stall and another porridge stall which are both very popular. But both were closed that morning. I think your church member was referring to these. Anyway, I sat at the table with a Semai family. The hawker came to serve the food, looked at me, and spoke in Cantonese. I looked at her blankly and asked my Semai friend what she just said (well, my Semai friend understands Cantonese). This hawker asked my Semai friend whether I’m Chinese. So, I replied to her I’m “Cina bukan Cina.”

It’s been a slow year for me, having to adapt to the new system and structure of the Anglican church. I doubt I can fully comprehend the “Anglican sentiments” on certain issues they hold so closely. After all, I pretty much grow up with a universal church mentality, free from the confines of (denomination) traditions.
Ministry wise…well, I have my home (church) CG to thank for helping me break record for 8 consecutive speaking engagements through 7 consecutive weekends, stretching from end of November till mid of January. I’m looking forward to some opportunity where I can break such a record. The BM Bible School had delayed its new curriculum launch. We’ll start in March 2011 instead of the initial January. Kindly join me in prayer for this ministry. We are experiencing some “hiccups” that I’m not comfortable to share in detail yet as it is pending decisions from some board members that can only meet in January. I’m looking forward to the new year with new challenges awaiting. Let’s march on in Jesus’ name to change our nation, our world with the truth of Jesus Christ. A very Merry Christmas to all of you and a very happy New Year too…

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Ministry Update December 2010

It seems like yesterday when we welcome 2010. We have arrived at the last month of the year and busy preparing to greet another new year. I suppose this is another season for new year resolutions that we never bother to keep. Christmas is just around the corner and the festivities are already in the air in shopping malls.

As I take a glance back at the year it was, I realized that it was a slow year for me. Transition times are slow I suppose, something a work-oriented person like me will regard as redundant times. But I am grateful to the Lord that those times enabled me to think, to plan, to organize. I am still amazed and overwhelmed by the vast potentials of the BM ministry in this country. I am grateful to the Lord for the networks and opportunities prevailing to explore and develop the work. It feels like staring at a 2000 jigsaw puzzle pieces in front of me without knowing how and where each piece belongs and how they can come together. But I am trusting the Lord and His perfect timing for the big picture to come into place.

The BM School ministry hit a “crisis” and we are at a pause right now. There are 2 possible outcomes. First, we break away from SAM network and it will mean no foreign funding and more work for me in raising funds. But this is something I am prepared for. Second option is a more popular possibility, which is to go independent and work in partnership with various seminaries and Bible Schools. I am not familiar with the history and background of this School but discovered that it was originally planned to be the Peninsular Malaysia arm for CTC, a foreign training ministry which has a base in Kuching. Apparently, CTC has affiliate itself with an American university. If SAM re-connect to its roots and original purpose, I suppose the (Peninsular Malaysia) School will also be endorsed by the university. The second option will be a better option for the growth of the School. However, it sort of contradicts my “contract” with the Anglican diocese. I’m not worried; only anxious at how God will direct this ministry. And I’m trusting Him to lead us to the best option where He will best effectively affect the potentials of this work.

I am in the field research part of my graduate studies. I’m having a lot of fun meeting and interviewing my respondents. But I’m about to conclude meeting the Christian population. Next, I’ll need to meet non-Christian respondents and I’m not sure how it will go. I’m trusting it to be just as interesting.

As expected, December is a busy month. The last weekend of November marked the first of my 7 consecutive weeks of preaching engagements at different locations…all the way till the second week in January. Christmas dinners and events are coming one after another. And just let me greet all of you a very merry and blessed Christmas, a happy and prosperous New Year. Once again,

PHP 1:3 I thank my God every time I remember you

Monday, November 15, 2010

Ministry Update 2: November 2010

Mid November…and MBTS graduation just over. I had the chance to meet some (ex)students who graduated with their diploma and bachelor degrees. There are no words to adequately describe completion of a long journey of effort sealed with a few mere words on a piece of paper. But there was the joy of accomplishment, a joy of completion. I am still working on my study program, at the research stage after my research proposal had been approved. I am the only Malaysian and the only lady in the PhD program in MBTS and I strive to create another historical entry to be the first PhD graduate from MBTS. The first history was in 2007 when I became the first ThM (Missiology) graduate. But as I observed the graduates and the “aftermath” of the graduation ceremony, the Lord pricked my thoughts to think of something much deeper.

My motivation to achieve a PhD is simply to take the people I lead to higher level. After all, a leader can only lead his/her followers to where he/she had been. Having the highest academic qualification will mean I can take my people higher and further in their academic pursuance. I believe I need to remove the glass ceiling over our indigenous brothers and sisters and empower them to grow as much as God has ordained for them. But recently I realized I had wrongly “adopted” an unhealthy culture of selfishly wanting to create that historical entry, probably for my own pride and satisfaction. It was wrong and I need to re-focus and re-evaluate. The goal of Christian education is transformation of lives, not to churn out degree holders that only take pride in the papers they hold in their hands. We have been too influenced by the world in this manner.

I recall an advice, a warning rather, by my denomination leader to be cautious in running the BM Bible School. That the goal should always be transformation of lives; not a degree mill that churn out degree holders that are no different before and after their education.

It is a good sign when we see an increasing number of graduates each year; whether it is from the religious “industry” or the secular sector. But I really do wonder, (especially for Christian education because this is my main concern) whether as Christian educators we will maintain the standard and quality of education deliverance to the students. Whether the student had adequately learned or merely the teacher had taught. Whether as educators we have adequately contextualize teaching curriculum in such a manner that our students can adequately apply its principles effectively and not merely to copy what was taught in the classroom into their ministry field.

There are some changes to my November schedule. Will be joining a team to Ulu Groh on Tuesday, 16Nov night and returning Wednesday night after a day-long seminar. The next trip to the OA settlements will be with a team from an Ipoh church in early December. I’m still working on the preparations needed as SAM progress in her partnership with STM. There are so many dynamics involved, not to mention complicated “human factors.” In the meantime, Christmas is slowly approaching. It was just last year when I missed being in a pastoral capacity during the busy celebrative season. But suddenly, I am back in this very capacity. I do not know if I will experience any “nostalgic encounters” but I certainly look forward to spending Christmas season with old friends from a church that launched me into active ministry.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Ministry Update November 2010

Since when did “farmasi” become “apotik” in Penang? I was in Medan recently and saw a lot of “apotik” shops and I did not know what “apotik” was. My local hosts explained to me that it is pharmacy. I took my mom for a check-up in LWE. There were 2 pharmacies nearby. What do you know? Below the word pharmacy or the malay version “farmasi” was huge letters A-P-O-T-I-K. Goodness…I thought. Invasion of Indonesia into Malaysian vocabularies. We may be similar but still different. Although I have been to North Sumatra (Medan & Banda Aceh) several times, each visit taught me many new things. This trip, I learnt to sleep with lights on and I don’t mean the regular dim sleeping lights. It’s bright fluorescent lamp! I also learnt to eat rice with instant noodles as its dish together with fried bee-hoon! Goodness me, as I discovered that the local Indonesians must have rice for every meal, regardless of whether it was a super early breakfast or a super late supper. Somehow the rice just appear!

Last month was also the SAM Penang’s first graduation service. It went well despite the small turn-up. True to its principle to be near the students, SAM will set up 2 new centers in Gua Musang, Kelantan to service the east coast and Ulu Tiram/Sri Alam in Johore to service the southern region. Ipoh will remain the strongest center, enjoying a ready supply of prospective students from the OA communities nearby. Penang, on the other hand, will remain the most unstable. The population of BM churches here consists of either East Malaysian students or Indonesian contract workers with a maximum stay of 5 years in Penang. Thus, it is crucial to network with other Bible Schools in East Malaysia/Medan for continuity for the students. This is in progress. Please join me to pray for a strong network.

I was in STM recently for a meeting regarding the partnership of SAM-STM. It went well. It was a culture shock of sorts for me actually, having been accustomed to MBTS’ way that provides a lot flexibility. Suddenly, I discovered I need to spell out everything as detail as possible. Well, a lot of work for me as we embark on this partnership, but I am very looking forward to the challenges ahead. It’s going to be a learning process and the resubmission of the new SAM-ITC BM prospectus will be like another round of me submitting my research proposal…hahaha.

Middle of the month is a trip to the OA village as I join a few BM pastors to a conference for women and family. Following that, at the end of the month is a BM Bible translation workshop in Klang Valley stretching till early Dec. There are exciting times ahead. In ministry and for our nation. Do join me in prayer as we press on to see God exalted here in Malaysia.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Ministry Update October 2010

With the arrival of October, we have entered into the last quarter of the year. It will not be long before we begin preparations for Christmas and new year to greet the approaching 2011. I have an exciting schedule for next year that takes me to the field all over the country, a task I eagerly look forward to.

This Friday is the SAM (Sekolah Alkitab Malaysia) Penang center’s first graduation service. I’m not familiar with the history of this school but was recently recruited to coordinate the Penang center and provide academic guidance for the whole school that has centers in Ipoh and Johor. Another center in Johor is in our plans. Besides that, we are exploring prospects in Sabah and in Sarawak. It is exciting to see how this ministry develops. More so, to see how God is moving in this land through the BM ministry.

Next week, I’m joining a team of BM pastors to Medan. I hope to be able to establish some form of network with a bible school there in the sharing of resources.

I’ve started the interviewing process with my respondents as part of my field research for my dissertation. It was an interesting affair and I look forward to meeting more respondents.

Kindly keep praying for us. Especially the BM school ministry. Right now, through ITC we can offer certificate and diploma programs but I’m waiting for endorsement from STM to allow us to offer BTh program. I take a step back and see how huge prospects are for this ministry. I often feel overwhelmed at the extent of what needs to be done and what can be done for the BM churches in this country. I’m just not sure how each piece fall into which place. I just know this is huge and I need heaps of prayer support to fulfill this calling. But I know I can keep dreaming big because I serve a big God.

PHP 1:3 I thank my God every time I remember you.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Ministry Update Sept 2010

August comes to an end swiftly enough. The thrill in this month was my dissertation research proposal that was approved and that paved the way for me to proceed to the next phase of my graduate study program – the actual field research. I’ve been looking forward to the field research – the task of meeting people and asking to learn the actual culture and lifestyle being practiced. Following that, the next phase will be the tedious write-up followed by the defense, which is the “final exam.” My topic is “Raising Indigenous Leaders Through Christian Education: A Semai Model.” Upon successful submission, I intend to translate the entire manuscript into Bahasa Malaysia.

August was also a month my former students were here from mainly East Malaysia. It was great having to meet up with them again. And it was good that we had our annual barbeque of monkey meat!

August also saw me attending the annual Anglican Synod for the first time. It gave me a better understanding of its governing structure and also an opportunity to meet fellow workers from other parts of Malaysia. Johor has come into the radar of our BM Bible School, which means more work has to be invested with our co-workers there so we can synchronize our schedule for next year. But I am glad and happy for the progress.

September is another slow month with not much activity except preparing to launch the new curriculum for the School. We will launch it in January, as the new academic year. Right now I’m working on getting confirmation from prospective teachers for the dates and courses to teach in both the Penang and Ipoh centers. A possible date towards the end of the month is targeted for a trip to the jungles. Then early next month is SAM Penang’s first graduation service.

Thank you all for your prayers and partnership in this challenging ministry.

SB

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Ministry Update August 2010

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I came back yesterday from a shot trip to the OA villages. It was amazing. The last time I visited this village was three years ago and they had just one out-of-tune guitar. Today they have a full band – an electric keyboard, three electric guitars/bass guitar, a drum set, complete with a simple PA system! And the flush system in the toilet works! At least in one of the two toilets in the church…It has never failed to amaze me how God works among the simple folks. As usual worship was spectacular and I was once again reminded by God that He prepares the best for me. That is why He wants me to serve in this capacity.

There were 2 groups of approximately ten of us. One team went to the OA villages in Simpang Pulai while the other went to Gopeng region. I was with the team to Ulu Groh in Gopeng. We wanted to see the famous Rajah Brooke butterflies sanctuary. It was either the timing was bad or we were pretty much cheated because we went to the sanctuary and saw just about ten butterflies! And we paid RM15 each for that! I thought I saw bigger ones in Ulu Kampar last year…for free.

The rest of August is pretty relaxing. My former students are here in Penang attending a month long classes n MBTS. I am very looking forward to meeting with them again. And of course, looking forward also to our tradition of barbeque monkey towards the end of their stay here.

I’ve submitted the fourth revision to my research proposal. Still no news from my supervisor. It’s almost a week now and I’m keeping my fingers crossed. This chap is very meticulous, unlike my supervisor for my ThM program where my proposal was approved after just one revision. But I suppose this will ensure higher standard and after all, it is a PhD we are talking about. Until now, I’m still amazed at how the Lord took me thus far academically. From one who often failed or near failing grades in my primary school, then someone who never thought she could pass her SPM, but was eventually sent to UM; who thought a basic bachelor degree is more than enough as long as studies are concerned. My gosh…I’ve gone to earn three masters and the good Lord has given me far more than I dare to dream of the wildest dream. These truly remind me of how undeserving I am of God’s unending goodness and blessings.

Please join me to continue praying for the Bahasa Bible School. At a PADERI conference recently, I had the opportunity to meet and network with various church leaders of various denominations. Prospects are encouraging for this effort. But my partner in the Ipoh center is encountering some hiccups with hierarchy matters that is slowing him. In a way I think the hierarchical structure is pretty much not ready to move as fast as I anticipated. Even with some leaders who are eager to move forward. If only the “old school” is willing to learn/accept new approaches. But this is not an issue with just us, it is found practically everywhere else. Let me end this time with 2 “old favorites” in the Bahasa churches:

ADA SATU SOBATKU
Ada satu sobatku yang setia
Tak pernah Dia tinggalkan diriku
Diwaktu aku susah, waktuku sendirian
Dia selalu menemani diriku

Nama-Nya Yesus, nama-Nya Yesus
Nama Yesus yang menghibur hatiku (2x)

BETAPA HATIKU
Betapa hatiku Tuhan, berterima kasih Yesus
Kau mengasihi ku, Tuhan. Kau memiliki ku.

Hanya ini Tuhan, persembahan ku
Segenap hidupku, jiwa dan raga ku
S’bab tak ku miliki, harta kekayaan
Yang cukup bererti ‘tuk ku persembahkan

Hanya ini Tuhan, permohonan ku
Terimalah Tuhan persembahan ku
Pakailah hidupku, sebagai alatmu
Seumur hidupku.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Reflecting Missions

MISSIONS, I suppose we generally see it as overseas and foreign. Few will actually be even aware of home missions. To some extent, perhaps it is viewed with a little fear because it brings us to confront unknown changes. Through my years in the full time Christian vocation, I have come to view this discipline with much interest.

I suppose it was in the mid 90s in GBC, when Rev TT Quah and his wife came to sow the seeds of missions in this old Baptist church. I must admit that I was just as curious as everyone else wanting to know and get acquainted to the new cultures and experiences as related to us by Ps Quah. My first participation in a mission trip was to Myanmar in November of 1998. Probably that was when the little missions seed took root. But my focus had always been to study the Word in depth. I proceeded to complete my program in Christian Studies in 2000, then started serving in a local church while continue to study till I earn my degree in Divinity. I wanted to continue pursuing the discipline of education. I strongly feel that the contemporary church lack solid foundation of the truth contained in the Word. In fact, I left pastoring the local church to pursue a graduate program in Christian education. Somewhere along the way, I discovered that this is not a discipline I should pursue. It was at the second module of this program that I was forced to confront a difficult truth. Most of us are taught to complete what we’ve started and I am one of these. I have started this program, so, how can I leave without completing it? As I recalled that long journey in NICE bus from Penang to KL for a week long AGST classes in MBS, Klang in May 2005 I was not at peace at all. I remember trying to find comfort in the song “STILL” which played itself countless times in my head till I reached KL. Eventually, I dropped pursuing the education discipline when I found excitement and joy to pursue missiology. About two years later, I completed my graduate program in missiology. And even now, pursuing it further.

Why has missions captivated me these years? It is something I am still discovering. But one thing I do know is that this is one ministry I am destined to pursue. Each time there is a call for missions, there is always a deep conviction and a sense of awesomeness. It brings untold joy to see fellow Christians responding to the call into this particular ministry. It is a feeling of divine joy that Christians are fulfilling the very core of our faith. It is one authentification of the Christian confession. And I was once again brought into such a place yesterday. Never had I witnessed such eager, such crowd, such conviction as the crowd I witnessed yesterday, responding to the call into missions. I thanked God I had the privilege of such witnessing yesterday. It was in a crowded church full of migrant workers, each offering their worship in simplicity, in complete surrender.

It was an experience I pretty much need for now. With one foot planted in a traditional church while the other foot on board a contemporary church. But the confirmation and assurance I very much needed was this: to know that from whichever platform or organization I’m serving from, the goal/objection is still to bring awareness of missions as the very core of every area of ministry God has entrusted to me.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Ministry Update July 2010

With half the year gone, I found myself doing little thus far. I have to move at the pace of my co-workers for one, and need to consult other partners in the ministry. This has resulted in a slow moving pace for the Bahasa Bible School. Yes, I’m a bit frustrated. Not only with the hierarchical structure but the laid-back culture I’m encountering. I’m not born to relax.

A few things come to mind as I look at the June that was. I’m still impacted by the NECF Seminar where Philip Mantofa made the comment that “being a pastor is not about having a position; it is about having the anointing.” I suppose it struck a deep chord of comfort and assurance within me, especially when I observe “ministers” who seem to care more about securing a fanciful title and position, rather than actually doing the work of ministry. It’s all about the anointing and how true this is. Within my short years of serving in ministry, I’ve come across too many Christian ministers possessing a conduct that is so very “unchristian” to the shame of ministry. I think if God is ever going to visit our nation, He will first have to deal with these “rejects.”

July is pretty relaxing for me, with just one speaking engagement and two out-station trips; one to the PADERI conference in Cameron Highlands in the middle of the month (15-18July), another at the end of the month (31Jul-1Aug) with a weekend trip to the OA villages. August will also see two out-station trips to the Klang Valley at the start and end of the month. September also has 2 out-station trips. With a relaxing July will also mean a good opportunity to kick myself into concentrating on revising my research proposal. It is a minor revision this time and I hope to get it right nicely so I can proceed to the actual field research, something I very look forward to.

Been feeling lazy these days. I think it has a lot to do with the gloomy weather. I mean, the cooling rain is so welcoming after a super hot season. But the unpredictable weather also causes me to laze indoor rather than to be outdoor. These days, I find myself buying all the needed food for the day on my way to the office and stay put in the office till time to go home. And with 6 comfortable beds within easy reach, I often opted for a 30 minutes siesta during lunch hour!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Ministry Update June 2010

We are quickly approaching half the year. For me June began with a crazy trip down south. I took a bus to Ipoh and joined the rest of the team in an eleven-seater MPV travelling to JB, arriving at midnight. Half the following day was free, supposedly for us to rest and relax. But that half passed by swiftly. Later in the afternoon was the SAM Council Meeting followed by SAM Johor’s first graduation service and by 9.30pm we were in a van traveling back to Ipoh. We arrived at 4.30am. Rather, I arrived with a friend in his Gopeng home at 4.30am. Though it was a brief trip with a quick stop-ever in Gopeng, I managed to grab the famous honey roast chicken and ta-pao back for my mom.

I am looking forward to another crazy trip down south middle of the month. I am sure this one will be more exciting. Departing Penang at midnight for KL to attend a half day seminar and travel back after lunch. How much more exciting can it be? Just hope we don’t fall asleep during the seminar instead.

Besides a few speaking engagements, I will be focusing on developing the BM Bible School this month. We encountered a little hiccup as to where we should pursue our accreditation affiliation. Do join us in prayer for clarity of direction and unity in purpose and spirit for all of us in the council. I just submitted my second revised research proposal. Please join me to pray for a favorable reply. Can’t wait to go to the field for the actual research proper. Next trip to the jungles is end of July, unless something crops up before that. Anyone wanting to pass anything to any OA village, let me know before then. Please pray for me as I will be participating in a mission trip to Sabah in mid September. This is an interesting trip because I will be the only non-local in the team, we will be traveling almost round Sabah, and it is the first mission trip for the local church. You see, the OA churches in Sabah do not venture beyond what is familiar to them. But this church, Gereja Baptis Keningau is initiating the first mission venture for the local OA church. The pastor that captured the vision for mission was my student and yes, I’m very “proud” of this trip. GBK comes under KK Baptist Church but they are taking the responsibility to raise their own funds for this trip. Thus far, there’s almost 20 participants and we will travel through several towns, including Pitas, Lahad Datu, Tawau (Serudung Baru and Kalabakan). Pitas is the stronghold of the Tembunuo people, known to be fierce warriors. During WW II, the Japanese soldiers could not enter Pitas because it was strongly guarded by their warriors who would slaughter the Japs mercilessly, leaving one to return to camp to inform the rest of what happened. Kalabakan, the final stop is where we plan to feast ourselves on the famous Kalabakan huge prawns/mini lobsters. All these stops, the team will do children ministry (VBS), women ministry, youth ministry, etc and end with a revival concert. If God so move your hearts to support this trip, please pray for us and the fund raising effort that needs RM9000. Participants are not paying and all expenses are for the team’s travel (5 vehicles, inc vans and jeeps), food, etc. I will send a separate email to some of you with details. Hope you’ll respond ;)
Finally, thank you for your partnership in ministry.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Ministry Update May 2010

Time literally flies. What do you know? It’s already May, the fifth month of 2010. And entering into the fifth month of the year, I went for a short visit to the OA village, together with ST, before proceeding to Ipoh to attend the first class of a former student who was teaching for the first time. It was a fruitful trip for me. I finally managed to get the necessary details to complete my prospectus for the BM school. Please join me in prayer that this school will take shape in accordance to God’s will. The school is now called SAM-ITC BM (Sekolah Alkitab Malaysia – Ipoh Theological Center BM Track) ITC is STM’s (Seminari Teologi Malaysia) TEE branch campus in Ipoh. We are working on offering Certificate in Christian Ministry, Diploma in Christian Ministry, and probably also a BTh (Bachelor in Theology). Coming soon will be master courses (Master in Christian Studies and Master in Ministry). Our concern (which should not be, actually) is the finances involved because STM requires specific course fees to be paid directly to them.

I am very excited at the development and prospects of the school. In fact, I’m targeting it to go full swing by next year. I invite you to pray alongside with me in this exciting venture. I am also praying for further developments in partnership with Christian organizations/churches in both Sabah and Sarawak. There’s really vast potential in this ministry and the BM churches are rapidly growing. I know almost everywhere, there are demands for BM pastors, and quality training for BM pastors/leaders.

The rest of May is slow moving. It is interesting for me to note that I always need three to four weeks to prepare a sermon. I always wonder how church pastors can churn out sermons week after week. In fact, I was pretty fearful taking up the role as the pastor of BJAC and having preaching duties at almost every Saturday. But the surprising development I observed was that God just enabled me to write/prepare messages in much shorter period. It is amazing, truly amazing…how God equip us as long as we avail ourselves.

Just this short update this time. Do join me in prayer for the BM Bible School, and yes, I’m joining everyone else to pray for our nation/Malaysian church. Also, remember to pray for my second revision of dissertation proposal. It’s moving pretty slowly. And thank you all for your partnership in ministry.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Ministry Update April 2010

It’s been a month as I slowly settle down in my new office, picking up the pieces and finding my way around. Last month was eventful with travels and adventures. This month, it’ll be a bit more “localized.” Good Friday/Easter weekend is just round the corner with services to attend. Besides the night classes in Prai on Monday nights and Thursday nights, and speaking engagements on almost all Saturdays, I have the weekdays to attend to all the necessary preparations besides putting things in place in my office. I’m a bit slow in getting the necessary office equipment, wanting to explore options for a good bargain.

The Bible School in Ipoh is taking shape slowly and sturdily. I’m glad of the progress. I am excited at how things are taking shape. I’m really looking forward to seeing how the Lord is shaping the School. We have both teaching approaches of night classes and intensive classes taught by local and out-station teachers. We also have in our teaching team a few Orang Asli pastors. The first class of the year kicked off last month in Gopeng with ten registered students. I was teaching the class and stayed in the rural church. Little did I know that the church was infested with rats almost the size of a cat! The other option I have was to stay with the local OA pastor in the kampong. But I was not prepared for a kampong stay. There’s no electricity at night and water supply was inconsistent. And I needed to prepare the next day’s sessions, thus, I opted to stay in the rural church, a double story shop lot located within a row of shops in the old Gopeng town. The first night I could hardly sleep as there were strange noises almost everywhere. They were probably noises made by the rats. Well, I just believed them to be rats. The second night was pretty similar. I knew I had to catch some good night’s sleep to function well teaching the class the next day, so the smart me took a dose of piriton and I slept through the night soundly, disregarding the funny noises around. I was “rescued” from the church the following two nights where I stayed with some good friends in Ipoh. Good thing I brought my GPS. Helped me navigate my way around. But even with that, I took several wrong turns…

Do pray along side me for the Bible School. This is an exciting ministry. We are planning to offer certificate, diploma, and bachelor programs in two tracks: Christian Studies and Theology. Our team of teachers is mainly local teachers, including the OA pastors. We are planning two venues: night classes at YMCA Ipoh and intensive one week classes at a local church which has a complete education block. A fund from a foreign mission organization is available to enable us to run this ministry. God truly supply all our needs. Now we are waiting for better/more participation from other local churches around the nation once we publicize the school and its branches/extension centers. From the pastoral angle, I’m still surviving. Praise God for that.

PS: to some of my friends who are a bit confused – I AM still staying in Green Lane. It is my office that is in town. I moved into the office which is a room in a single story bungalow that will serve as a mission house for visiting pastors/missionaries

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Ministry Update March 2010

I am now writing this update as an Anglican pastor. Hahaha…humorous, isn’t it? And our God is indeed a humorous God. Never did I ever imagine myself to be associated with a traditional, conservative religious organization. But God has His plans, in His way, in His time. I have moved in to the parsonage which was newly renovated a few months ago in anticipation of a resident pastor. Now, as I settle down I need to fill the basic furnishings with things that will make the place more conducive. Not sure how I’m going to do that. After all, I’ve always enjoy the mission field and used to the very basic of living conditions which make this place pretty much a “luxury.” It’s a single story bungalow with three rooms. One room has been converted to the office while the other two is available to house guests/visitors. Each has 3 beds and both have air-con and fan. However, there’s just one bathroom available which may cause a little hassle for big groups visiting. Utensils are available at the very basic/minimal for the moment. Do drop by for a visit. It’s pretty lonely here.

My primary ministry is still the OA community in Perak and I’ll be traveling frequently there. I’m still exploring how to comfortably leave my mom home alone during my travels away from Penang. Kindly advice if you have any suggestions. I’m considering getting a maid. The training ministry in Perak is progressing slowly. Initially, it was planned that PLK will run in parallel with SAM but there’s a proposal to merge these two to form a more holistic feeder school for ITC. Please pray as this school slowly takes shape. There’re available facilities ready in a local church in Ipoh, in anticipation of the establishment of a school. Looks like the Lord has been preparing the way for the ministries within my portfolio. We will pioneer the BM track for ITC and will need about two years before we can be directly linked to a local Seminary. Please pray for us.

March is pretty busy with the task of settling down in this new office. I have a speaking engagement at a youth group in a Methodist church on the first Sunday. The second week I’ll be joining the team of BM pastors from another church for a worship retreat at BHOP in Penang Hill, followed by a trip to Simpang Pulai for a weekend retreat with lay leaders with some BM pastors. That leaves week three pretty free to attempt a lot of desk work for the class in Intro to Christian Missions in Gopeng on week four. Following this will be preparations for Good Friday/Easter weekend and welcoming month four of the year.

Join me in prayer as we anticipate greater things that the Lord has for our nation. Thank you for your partnership in ministry.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Ministry Update February 2010

February arrived swiftly enough but I have no complaints. I’m too eager to get started on active ministry. And February kick-started it with a meeting with OA church leaders in Gopeng. It was a fruitful meeting but still requires follow-up with other denominational reps. I have been to Gopeng several times and traveling there is no problem as I am familiar with the route. But I have planned visits to friends in Ipoh and Taiping. For the first time, I was driving alone along unfamiliar roads with nothing but a GPS to take me to my destinations. I do admit that I was both anxious and nervous. Just how much can I trust the GPS anyway? Besides, what if I suddenly lost satellite signal? But it was an experience epitomizing my spiritual journey right now.

I do not consider myself a spiritual giant. Instead, I lack so much faith to attempt what the Lord impressed upon my heart. So, this step of faith that I’ve taken to walk on uncharted waters, into a ministry of vast potential and huge challenges, I’m not hiding the fact that I’m entering it with much fear and trembling. And I have nothing except the voice of God to take me to its destinations. I have nothing except the prompting of God’s Holy Spirit to direct me at each step.
Sometimes I still wonder if I’ve made the right decision. After all, uncertainties are still lurking in the corners. I wanted so much to take the offer to serve as missions pastor with a vibrant church. I mean, I’ve been with the traditional church for so long. But ministry is not about what I want, it’s about what He wants. And considering the ministry, I took the option to serve from the platform of a traditional church. In fact, the three main traditional denominations form the largest group of the OA community I’m serving. It’s only logical to start a training ministry along the established groups.

February is a month of festivities. I mean, hey, CNY mood is in the air. My mom had put up CNY deco everywhere in the house. The shopping malls and streets are exhaling festivities into the atmosphere. People are slowing down as they gear towards CNY. Later this week will see a lot of travels and for a whole next week, CNY theme will dominate almost every aspect of our lifestyle.

For me, I only have a full calendar for the first and last week of February. The two weeks in between is CNY. I submitted my revised research proposal last week. It will take some time before my supervisor return it for further revision. In the meantime, I can indulge in Facebook (again). Pray for me as I juggle with several hats: the training ministry among the OA, pastoral ministry in BJAC, PhD student. But these are roles I very much look forward to with much excitement and anticipation. For most of you who know me well enough, my strength is in teaching and not pastoral. So, it’s going to be quite a challenge to pull off the pastoral aspect of my portfolio. Do remember me in prayer and thank you for your partnership in ministry. A very Kong Xi Fa Cai to all of you and God’s richest blessings for a prosperous new year.

PS:

Robert & Ruth: thanks for a wonderful time in Ipoh. More so for your fellowship, friendship, and partnership in ministry. I do believe the Lord is preparing you both for a greater purpose

Lynette: thanks for being a wonderful friend all these years; especially those times in 2nd RC, UM “harassing” me to attend church. At a time when I was prompted to stray, the Lord brought you to make sure I stay true to Him so that He can make me who I am for such a time as now to fulfill His purpose

PHP 1:3 I thank my God every time I remember you.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Ministry Update January 2010

Ah, I finally got down to pen a few updates…It’s been a relaxing, smooth ride into the new year, at least for me. Christmas was a blast. I had a wonderful time spending Christmas morning in an English service of a Lutheran church, the church that launched me into active ministry and hence, the start of yet another nostalgic moment for me. On Christmas afternoon, I was with a Bahasa church in Bukit Mertajam, being ushered in into a community of closely knitted fellowship of tribal hospitality. Christmas brought a love so deep and divine that I was a bit reluctant to go to PJ to spend New Year with my family there. Yet I know I have to. If not, taking up my new ministry commitments, I will have to be in church for all Christmas/New Year to come. And it was a wonderful time with my nephews. They grow so fast…

I came back to Penang on the 7th Jan. My nephew asked me why I need to go home so soon and I have to simplify a reply that there are people in Penang paying to hear me talk (I have a preaching engagement). Anyway, it has been a wonderful, fantastic, and fulfilling week as the Lord enabled me to minister across denominations. On 10jan I was ministering in the Lutheran Church, on 13jan I was with the FGA BM pastors, on 16jan I was with the youth in a Methodist church, and on 17jan I was sharing about the OA work with the Brethrens. Amazing isn’t it? That’s beside the in between fellowship with fellow believers from the Baptist, Anglican, etc…I think this is what I really enjoy most, ministering to the universal church of God, where the wall of denomination does not exist.

I am also glad that the last couple of days/weeks, I had the opportunity to meet long lost friends in Facebook. Schoolmates, classmates, collegians, course mates…and catching up on old times like what old people usually do. Ah…the joy of walking down memory lane, recalling those sweet, innocent moments. Unfortunately, I seem to have some corrupted memory files in my head disk drive and that made me missed out on some old adventures.

I realized I’m a bit addicted to Facebook and I forced myself to quit all games (except Mafia Wars). I’ve been sitting on my research proposal for about three months and I need to discipline myself back to my studies. And yes, quitting those games does help a bit. I’m revising a large portion to date. Stuck on a section which needs a little input from my supervisor, so, waiting for his reply will give me an excuse to indulge in Facebook for awhile.

Ministry is progressing well, slowly. A meeting is planned for various church leaders this 1st Feb. Please pray for us. We will meet to discuss how to plan/develop the training/teaching ministry to lay leaders in the interior, and also the possibility of community development and church partnership for various projects. We hope to share resources and save time/effort while being able to bless all concern. In the meantime, I’m being anglicanized, so that I serve from the platform of the Anglican church, ministering to the OA community. Please pray also for the advance training we are planning to establish in Ipoh town. We will work with a local seminary to offer degree/advance degree programs.

CNY is right around the corner, so, allow me to be the first few to greet you with a very happy and blessed Chinese New Year. Kong Xi Fa Cai…